BO0M

Woot today, fire the matador (sub-caliber); and suffered temporary deafness (think 5 secs) from it as I didn’t attached my ear plug properly. There this echoing of sounds lingering within my eardrum for mins before it goes away. Right now I can still felt some pain. . . complacent.

Oh yea just last week received my early Christmas gift from my cousin- The lasted version of ipod nano; an 8gd 1! Is darn sleek la! =]



memory so much also dont know how to use. . . @__@

Feeling tired!


at last had my fri book out, cux for the past 4 wks had been staying back till sat for 'self' studying and 're-testing' as i failed this signal test not once but twice until last wk i just managed to clear it. . . ZZZZZ

Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋

Kai should start swimming tomo!!!

说好的幸福呢

im not a fan of mandarin pop, least male pop artist but i recently chance into 1 of Jay's latest album song - 说好的幸福呢


周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
(我都还记得)
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


gt so addicted to it





finally got some time to cont watching densha-otoko, a j-drama depicting how this otaku felling in love with this elegant lady. he felt inferior and always dependent on his online pals for advises. . . when i came to episode 6, i decided not to cont watching it cux some misunderstanding arise just when things went well, haiz i guess drama mus be like that if not -how to cont? i jux cant bear to cont watching it and at the same time dislike the idea of misunderstanding even though things may go happily ever after. . .

then i decided to cont watching it, and realize it wasnt a misunderstanding afterall zzzz @__@

LOVE ME - COLLIN RAYE

"Love Me by COLLIN RAYE

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead of her
I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.



chance upon this beautiful song thanks to my little sis, very sentimental and bittersweet . . . wat think you?


i gave a same thought once again, why i can clean cut with someone easily whom i once cherish so much?

2 grusome weeks down!

God!!! I finally see through these gruesome 2 solid weeks of duo field camp[s] + 2 navigation [s] combos. . . lots of things to share, to rant about, stupid stories to tell about .. .

Just last night out platoon was turn out in the middle of night in our FBO attire (vest+ field pack+ rifle + additional 8.9kg matador for me). It was pitching dark, slippery, and we had to scale all the way downhill with our torch and the drizzling just worsen the terrain. The load I harboring was about 30kg, more than half of my body weight la! I staggered down cautiously but suay suay fell into a pit hole with my ankle twisted in a 90 degree angle; I still bite my teeth and went down. Downhill, we were asked to high kneel (kneel down), with the load and received our ‘order’- to get back to our harboring area and prone down in FBO attire and do 1/3 alert for 1.5hrs. I did it for like 10 mins and already breathless, cux the load is really compressing me, squashing my balls that I just took the risk and sit down and just kept my eye open on sergeant patrolling. I doze off eventually and heng heng not kena caught. In fact I did lots of ‘offenses’ during the camp like leaving my rifle unattended and peeing at the nearest tree, shit-ing at the latrine point; never got caught . . . but this simply shows I lack the basic discipline. . .


For the past 2 weeks, with the LBV (vest) imbue to our body 24hrs/day unless during changing; and the moment back in company line, took it off and we like flying during marching! We felt so light la! LOL!
Performance wise, I as usual ga-bra not all but most of the section battle order drills. Haiz. . .


Navigation wise, mostly depend on my teammates to get us out of the forest, though I did some leading in the beginning. . .
Aiyo, to sum up I just didn’t performed during my field camp + navigation assessment.. . @___@


I don’t mind sleeping on the muddy mud w/o shelter over-head, with lots of creepy crawlies around you. I don mind the never-ending 1/3 alert and high kneeling, I don’t mind consuming the green pack, I don mind the stench of helmet that can attract houseflies, I don’t mind all those abrasion from rifle sling, I don’t mind the load on my body, I don’t mind the endless climbing up and downhill like nobody business, but I thing I mind- the camo cream! I just hate the idea of smearing that stuff on my face, vain or what not, I just don’t like the feeling . . .


With that
Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋

sad + happy = 1/2happy - 1/2 sad

The month of October will be a challenging/pack period for me. Just yesterday we were thrown in the middle of forest to navigate ourselves from checkpoints to checkpoint. I was the front man for the first checkpoint. I just kept chiong-ing forward neglecting the people behind me; chiong-chiong until disorientated also doesn’t know so, it took another hour before we reached it. As time goes, I was appointed to carry the signal set (11++kg), heavier then my field pack (8+kg) and matador(8.9kg) la! Then I know why I was chioning so fast before as I wasn’t carry anything other than the usual SBO. . . @__@ then come night time navigation. . . fell like twice, zzzz bruises on both shim

From next week onwards I’ll be having 2 navigation + 2 (4days) field camp! So from next week onwards I’ll be pretty shag, mentally + physically exhausted @__@ may things go well!

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Well anyway, just last week met up with the usual 3 with jenny, whom I last seen 3 years back tagging along. . . we headed all the way to Chinese garden to do prawn-ing (yea catch prawn!). we decided to start with just 1 rod for an hour to see the results, waited and waited in the end got nothing, while this guy3 o’clock of me caught like 4 jumbo prawns la!

i was like so depressed at his mugging look (this wasn't a planned pose)





I was beginning to get the technique when the hour passed, so yea.
Did I forget to mention that we detour round and round before we finally found the prawn-ing area>? Zzz


That night would have been pretty boring if we hadn’t find this little obstacle course along the park. It was like late night, and no one else round that the child in us just so randomly busted out that we just put our little grown up hands on them, and hell lots of fun we had!

some of the fun we had captured

i was assigned to adjust the camera and dash back up within 10secs of the cam timer



from beneath





Then I saw this string and did some crazy stunt and other follow too, LOL even jenny did so, but the photo wasn’t uploaded cux it wasn’t well taken!!! Ahha

backflow of blood explained the redness


this 2 buddy had fun 'making' fun of each other







There this vertical netting and I decided to climb all the way up (man that night I was really doing lots of crazy things)




We tried to balance ourselves on this parallel beam, and I was the one always making the group down (cant balance well I guess!)

failed!


then we deiced to hold hand it hand & finally got it!



Cam e the one I like best, the flying fox (sitting-down-version), and yet again I lead the stunts!
















random photo .. .



So that day was indeed a memorable day! I really do enjoyed outing like this! =]

Oh yea, the next day the 4 of us met again and catch this lame/disturbing/gore movie ‘all the boys love mady lane’. .. don’t even know what the plot of the story, xzzzz .

With that
Kai
Takre care
=’
桜 & 恋

time to change song, after so long- some eng song for a change?




YUI Best B-Side Album - MY SHORT STORIES

normal edition


special edition



gonna grab it as soon as it comes out! =]